Me and Sky!!

This is me and my bestie Sky!! This girl has always been there for me. I can honestly say that we have never fought or anything.Its pretty awesome!!She is myt other half and I dont know what I would do without her. Things lately have changed for us tho cuz she is having a baby wich is suppost to be here anyday.But I am going to stay with her and help her every weekend, well when possible I should say!I am going to be getting a job and going to college. I FINALLY made up my mind and I am going to college to be in with Respiratory Care!I looked all into it and it is something I think I would enjoy. I cant believe im about to get out into the real world. At first I was sooo excited to be 18 but now im scared. Juss like Sky said "It's not as easy as you think, expecially if you move out of your parents house." I dont plan on moving out anytime soon, but it will all juss depend. Me and Sky are talking about gettin a place together since she is going to have to get a bigger place since maddie is going to be here now. I think it would be pretty cool, but im scared to leave home.lol.But anyways we will work something out and I soo cant wait!!I love ya Sky!!

SENIOR KYLIE :]

So here are some of my senior pics. They are looking blurry for some reason, but I cant fix it. You all will be getting one next month inside your invitation to come see me walk across the stage!! Im so happy. I finally made it and kept my grades up with A's and B's. Never thought that I would make it this far but im sure glad I did and never gave up.

R.I.P Baby AbbyGail

When god calls little babies to dwell with him above,We sometime quesion the wisdom of his love.For no heartache compares with the death of one small child,Who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild. Perhaps god tires of calling the age to his fold,So he picks a rosebud before it can grow old.God knows how much we need them,And so he takes but few,To make the land of heaven more beautiful to view.Believing this is difficult still some how we must try,The saddest word mankind knows will always be "GoodBye".So when a little baby departs,we who are left behind must realize god loves babies,Angels are hard to find. August,31 2008- January,14 2009

AbbyGail was a Gorgeous little baby as you can see. She was the happiest baby I had ever been around. Everytime I would go over to hang out with Natalie, I would hold her and never wanted to put her down. She was an angel. Sadly she died of SIDS when she was 4 1/2 months. It was sad the way we found her :[.It was so hard seeing Natalie and Corey going through all the pain.Now that its been almost 2 months since Abby died, there is still pain but we all know she is in heaven doing much better. All we can do is keep our heads up and move forward in life. We love you babygirl.You will forever be missed!!

Crazy Girls Night :)

Haha so Krishna FINALLY got to come stay a night with me now that she is 18.We had sooo much fun.We took lots of pictures and drank wayyy to many Dr.Peppers.Ha...But it was so good to finally be able to spend time with here. I dont really know what else to say....Umm I guess....Me and Damian are doing good. We have our times tho. We have been together for 1 year and about 3 months now :)

We plan on going out to Utah this summer so he can meet the family!!

Its going to be great....anyways Enjoy our crazy pics.Love ya'll

haha :)

Dont even think about it...haha

Dad insisted to rock his jets :)

Ha, im such a dork :)

this girl is like my sister :)

haha she thought I looked cute with my laundry lol

Busy,Busy,Busy

Lately I have been busy trying to stay caught up in school, and when im not busy, im off with my best friend and Damian of course!!As some of you know im in dance class, and I will try to get some pics of that soon. Dance class is a real work out but its helping me and im actually doing very well. I will definetly have my dad get some pictures when I do the Christmas show!My senior year so far has been pretty good. Its going sooo fast!!I only have the rest of this semester and then I have all of my credits and then have blow off classes.Its so exciting but yet scary preparing myself to get out on my own. I went to the dentist about a month or so ago to get my teeth cleaned, and my dentist (Bun Baker) asked me what I planned to do after I graduate and I told him I had a few things in mind. He started talking more and offered me to get into his dental assissting school just right next door. So now I already know what im doing and yes I thought about it before I told him yes to be sure that what I wanted!! Anyways, other then school and everything, life is pretty good. Tomorrow (9-25-08)is mine and Damians 11 months together and im super excited and so is he acutually!! Life is so amazing! I have learned many of things in the past couple of years. I have made mistakes, but I have learned from them, and its what has made me what I am today.Anyways I will get more updated pictures soon. I am going to get my hair done again hopefully this week. OH!! That reminds me...SENIOR PICTURES!! Whoo, Im taking my pictures the 14th of next month!! I will be sure you all get one!!

I never regreted anything till now...

My natural hair color

This is when my hair was black

And this is what my hair is looking like now. My roots are showing again, but im going back to my hair lady in a couple of days!!! Im hoping to have my natural hair color bout but I highly doubt it will :[

I have never been the type of person to regret anything that once made me smile, but this only made me smile for a few days then, I was very upset with myself so I decided to tell my little story about me and dying my hair black!!! One night I was staying with my friend and we had went to Walgreens and bought a whole bunch of hair dye! Well she used all the brown ones cuz she didnt like any until it was the last one. Well when we were done with hers, she was like " I really want to die your hair but the only color left is black...well us being so bored, we decided to go ahead and do it, and I figured it would be easy to get out. Ha, boy was I wrong. Well I decided a few weeks later that I didnt like it and also with it almost time for senior pictures I didnt want it to be black. So I went to my hair lady and she didnt know what to do because my hair is so thin and didnt want to put bleach all over. So she got this stuff from another salon and put it on my head then after we washed that out, she pulled hair through a cap and put streaks in it. She told me that if I ever dyed it black again that she was going to cut my hair off into a boy haircut...lol. So now my hair is looking better although there still is some work to do until I get my natural color back! I put those pics up cuz I know someone wanted to see but I dont remember who!!

My Beloved Friend Phillip Duan (Phat Phat) Jones

On August 22, 2007, Phillip ceased to run on earth, only to run on forever in our hearts and minds. He was a senior and the funniest person you could ever meet. He was my first friend (guy friend that is)ever at PCW.One day I was just sitting at the lunch table by myself just looking around when he came to my table and introduced himself as phat phat! He asked me a few questions then invited me to go sit with him and a few of his friends, so I did. I loved that boy with all my heart!! He had this thing for white girls. It was soo funny...everytime I would ask him to do something for me, his reply was "anything for a whitegirl" and it wasnt a racis thing either. About 2:50 p.m. on Aug 22nd , several students were running along the trail when they came to a flooded section along the North Canadian River, where the water was about 8 inches deep. Phillip didnt know how to swim and had bad shoulders. He was about out of the water when his shoulders gave up. When I seen it on the news I didnt even realize that it had been him. Well the next day I went to school and realized it was my Phillip. I cried my eyes out. I had just seen him in the hall right before he ran and he ran to me and gave me a hug. His last words to me were " I love ya lil ma, dont forget we have plans to hang out this weekend" and took off running down the hall again. Me and phat were sooo close...it was like a older brother I never had. He had a logo and it was "If there's not a track in heaven, I dont wanna go". Thats how much he loved to run. To this day I still have the hardest time believing he is gone. Its been almost a year, but feels like yesterday. Phillip will forever run on in my heart. I know that God has taken him to a better place and he can run all he wants now.I LOVE YOU PHAT PHAT!!!