Busy,Busy,Busy

Lately I have been busy trying to stay caught up in school, and when im not busy, im off with my best friend and Damian of course!!As some of you know im in dance class, and I will try to get some pics of that soon. Dance class is a real work out but its helping me and im actually doing very well. I will definetly have my dad get some pictures when I do the Christmas show!My senior year so far has been pretty good. Its going sooo fast!!I only have the rest of this semester and then I have all of my credits and then have blow off classes.Its so exciting but yet scary preparing myself to get out on my own. I went to the dentist about a month or so ago to get my teeth cleaned, and my dentist (Bun Baker) asked me what I planned to do after I graduate and I told him I had a few things in mind. He started talking more and offered me to get into his dental assissting school just right next door. So now I already know what im doing and yes I thought about it before I told him yes to be sure that what I wanted!! Anyways, other then school and everything, life is pretty good. Tomorrow (9-25-08)is mine and Damians 11 months together and im super excited and so is he acutually!! Life is so amazing! I have learned many of things in the past couple of years. I have made mistakes, but I have learned from them, and its what has made me what I am today.Anyways I will get more updated pictures soon. I am going to get my hair done again hopefully this week. OH!! That reminds me...SENIOR PICTURES!! Whoo, Im taking my pictures the 14th of next month!! I will be sure you all get one!!

I never regreted anything till now...

My natural hair color

This is when my hair was black

And this is what my hair is looking like now. My roots are showing again, but im going back to my hair lady in a couple of days!!! Im hoping to have my natural hair color bout but I highly doubt it will :[

I have never been the type of person to regret anything that once made me smile, but this only made me smile for a few days then, I was very upset with myself so I decided to tell my little story about me and dying my hair black!!! One night I was staying with my friend and we had went to Walgreens and bought a whole bunch of hair dye! Well she used all the brown ones cuz she didnt like any until it was the last one. Well when we were done with hers, she was like " I really want to die your hair but the only color left is black...well us being so bored, we decided to go ahead and do it, and I figured it would be easy to get out. Ha, boy was I wrong. Well I decided a few weeks later that I didnt like it and also with it almost time for senior pictures I didnt want it to be black. So I went to my hair lady and she didnt know what to do because my hair is so thin and didnt want to put bleach all over. So she got this stuff from another salon and put it on my head then after we washed that out, she pulled hair through a cap and put streaks in it. She told me that if I ever dyed it black again that she was going to cut my hair off into a boy haircut...lol. So now my hair is looking better although there still is some work to do until I get my natural color back! I put those pics up cuz I know someone wanted to see but I dont remember who!!

My Beloved Friend Phillip Duan (Phat Phat) Jones

On August 22, 2007, Phillip ceased to run on earth, only to run on forever in our hearts and minds. He was a senior and the funniest person you could ever meet. He was my first friend (guy friend that is)ever at PCW.One day I was just sitting at the lunch table by myself just looking around when he came to my table and introduced himself as phat phat! He asked me a few questions then invited me to go sit with him and a few of his friends, so I did. I loved that boy with all my heart!! He had this thing for white girls. It was soo funny...everytime I would ask him to do something for me, his reply was "anything for a whitegirl" and it wasnt a racis thing either. About 2:50 p.m. on Aug 22nd , several students were running along the trail when they came to a flooded section along the North Canadian River, where the water was about 8 inches deep. Phillip didnt know how to swim and had bad shoulders. He was about out of the water when his shoulders gave up. When I seen it on the news I didnt even realize that it had been him. Well the next day I went to school and realized it was my Phillip. I cried my eyes out. I had just seen him in the hall right before he ran and he ran to me and gave me a hug. His last words to me were " I love ya lil ma, dont forget we have plans to hang out this weekend" and took off running down the hall again. Me and phat were sooo close...it was like a older brother I never had. He had a logo and it was "If there's not a track in heaven, I dont wanna go". Thats how much he loved to run. To this day I still have the hardest time believing he is gone. Its been almost a year, but feels like yesterday. Phillip will forever run on in my heart. I know that God has taken him to a better place and he can run all he wants now.I LOVE YOU PHAT PHAT!!!

Me and my Bestie!!

It was my sophmore year and I was new to PCW Highschool. I was scared cuz the school here is sooo much bigger then where I had come from. Well I went the first month not knowing anyone. It really sucked. Well one day I went in class and sat in a different spot. And this girl came in and looked at me and smiled and introduced herself. After that me and her just started talking. We always talked about one day me and her need to hang out. One friday we decided to go ahead and ask if she could stay at my house. So we asked and it was cool with both of our parents. She said she had to wait till her mom got back from shopping then she would be over. Well it started getting late and I started thinking she wasnt going to come. So about 10 I went to lay down to go to bed. Well I got a phone call and it was her saying that she was on her way. I was really happy. She got here and we hung out in my room and listened to music. Well after that we became closer and closer. She was always staying at my house. We became like sisters. She was the only friend I was ever allowed to have stay the night on school nights. Well this past summer she was put in a foster home and now we dont get to see eachother that much. Its been kind of hard but have kept in touch and are making things work. She is the best friend anyone could ever ask for!!